Friends? What friends?

I feel like i'm losing my friends :( I don't know what it is. I used to speak/chat/email with them much more than i do right now. I know they're prob busy rather than don't want to chat, but it doesn't make me feel any better. In other news i'm finding new friends :) I seem to be more ok at telling people who I am. Not people in my life, but people who think they know Jay. It's a start i guess.

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