Some people just piss me off. JC, MS or whatever else he's calling himself is one of them. He's a guy that found my blog... i think. He then found my fb. He then started chatting to me. It all began as harmless stuff. He was Jewish, religious, married, gay. It seems we had things in common, and stuff we could talk about. I did give him some information about myself, maybe a bit more than I would normally give a person. Only there was one thing I didn't know about him, - he was from the same city I was and soon enough figured out who I was. He didn't tell me he thought he knew who i was. He just started naming things and places connected to my family, like where a sibling of mine lives, and other stuff. At first I freaked out, he knew who i was. What would he do with the information? Would he tell anyone? After wards we started chatting less. He refused to tell me anything about himself. Nothing. Not even his initials, or what synagogue he goes to. Nothing at all. It was like everytime we had contact it was a reminder that he had this information about me and was holding it over my head. And there was nothing I could do to stop him. For the first time I actually felt helpless with my own fate.
His excuse for not telling me was basically since I planned on coming out at some point and he didn't, he had a lot more to lose if his identity became public knowledge, more than I had to lose if mine did. And that just pissed me off. Like who exactly would I tell? Why would I tell? How stupid did he think I was? As if i'd tell people about him, when he would just be able to do the same thing about me?
Anyway, so since then we haven't really had much contact. Everytime he gets chatting to me I push him for some details, and then suddenly he has to go. I have no interest in chatting with this guy. But he still finds a way to get on my nerves. The latest example is passover. I went away for passover. It was a pretty last minute trip. My family knew about it, a few of my friends knew I went away and where, but noone else really did. Until I get a message on facebook from this guy: "How's _______?". For crying out loud, what is this guy's problem? Yeah he knows who I am, and loves taunting me that he knows more and more things about me without revealing anything about himself. So here's a big FUCK YOU to him. You want to tell me something that I'm actually interested in hearing about? Fine. Otherwise don't contact me again, cos I'm just not interested in hearing it.
8 hours ago